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Posted: 15 Jan 2021 09:42 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I miss close contact with others. Due to Covid and social distancing, I haven't seen any friends in a long time, and it's been months since I had something as simple as a hug. I still live with my parents, but they don't generally show their affection to me in that sort of way, and I feel as though it's silly to ask. I kind of wish Covid would go away so that I felt safe to see my friends again, hug them, and just interact with them in a normal way.
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Posted: 18 Jan 2021 01:30 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
the older i get the more i realize the consequences of my own actions. it's a hard pill to swallow.
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Posted: 18 Jan 2021 07:37 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I wish I didn't struggle with so much uncertainty, and constantly questioning whether I'm 'normal' or not.
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Posted: 19 Jan 2021 10:52 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I had a conversation with a friend earlier where I said some foolish things, but somehow I don't really regret them.
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Posted: 28 Jan 2021 06:54 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I feel like I’m broken, incapable of falling in love or being in love in any way. I have crushes but they always pass when I get to know the person too much. there’s always that “oh” moment when I realize there’s something about them I don’t like. I’m petty like chandler from friends lol
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Posted: 28 Jan 2021 11:03 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
He sometimes has this way of sucking me in, and I just end up staring at messages on a screen and feeling like nothing makes sense anymore. I sometimes wonder how different things might have been, if he hadn't approached me all those years ago, in the dining area, and we had never met.
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Posted: 31 Jan 2021 01:24 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
there’s one person from my past who I still have feelings for despite everything that’s happened between us. maybe the only person I could see myself being in love with. but it’s never going to happen.
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Posted: 12 Feb 2021 05:33 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
^ I feel that.

I am slightly nervous about going back into full-time work.
I want to be working and I really need this job but for some weird reason, I cannot shake this sudden anxiety.


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Posted: 12 Feb 2021 10:12 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I've noticed that I sometimes find self-care difficult. Somehow, the things that should make me feel better, feel like chores, and make me feel more self-conscious.
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Posted: 13 Feb 2021 06:50 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
My anxiety is weird lately.
I find myself feeling a lot better and less anxious at the moment but when the anxiety kicks in, oh it kicks in hard.


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Posted: 13 Feb 2021 07:24 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I'm sick of one-way relationships. I get taken advantage of and I don't get back what I put out, and I end up looking like the bad guy when I put myself first. And then this causes me to keep people at a distance who I really want to become closer to.
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Posted: 13 Feb 2021 09:28 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
There's someone I'd like to get to know better. Just in terms of us communicating more frequently. I know this person sometimes struggles, and feels like no-one is there for them, and I kind of want to be that person for them, even if I can't do it in person. But I don't want to be direct about it, in case I scare them away. I'm terrified of rejection.
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Posted: 14 Feb 2021 08:12 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
I have no idea what I’m going to do this year. usually I have some kind of goal or aspiration but this year I’m just lost. I don’t have a job, I’m currently living with my parents and I have very few friends here.
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Posted: 14 Feb 2021 09:53 PM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
Sometimes I have trouble disconnecting from the online world and my mind feels like a random database of information and messages.
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Posted: 20 Feb 2021 12:56 AM         Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets IX
every year around the anniversary of my friend’s death is really hard for me. it’s been years and I still can’t believe he’s really gone.
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