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Posted: 10 Oct 2010 10:43 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

I can't keep having people ask me how Sammy and I are. It's making me sad all over again. /:

-Morgan.
"When the sky turns gray
and everything is screaming
I will reach inside
just to find my heart is beating"
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Posted: 11 Oct 2010 12:35 AM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear diary,

I guess in the morning I will find out if she's coming back or not. I know it's mean to hope that a person throws away their college career by not coming back during the middle of a semester. But I really just don't want to even have to see her on campus anymore. I'm tired of the dirty looks, and I'm sick of her interrupting my conversations with my friends just because she's pissed that I don't care what or who she does anymore.

I guess she never figured that I would actually move on with my life, after me and her stopped speaking to each other.
But I had to learn that some people don't make it to your future for a reason. Even if I don't know what that reason for me and her not being friends anymore is, I know that I'm a much better person when she isn't around me. And truthfully my life is going really right, right now. More right than it has in a whole lot of years. So that's all I could really ask for..Right?

-Sasha.
Kirk K & Sasha J
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Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

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Posted: 11 Oct 2010 08:36 AM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

Please give me the strength to move on.

Please.

-Morgan.
"When the sky turns gray
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I will reach inside
just to find my heart is beating"
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Posted: 11 Oct 2010 09:23 AM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

Remind me to never let what she says about me via facebook get me down.
She only says it because I can't defend myself, which is very childish and low of her. I need to continue this being the bigger more mature person, like I have been. But with her mean cruel thing she says it gets harder and harder to just not care.

-Sasha
Kirk K & Sasha J
The beginning; 1/1/17


Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

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Posted: 11 Oct 2010 10:47 AM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

"I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover, love you forever, but now it's over."

<3

-Morgan.
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just to find my heart is beating"
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Posted: 11 Oct 2010 12:34 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear diary,

Her car isn't here. Is this really happening? Am I really free of her?

I hope so...

-Sasha.
Kirk K & Sasha J
The beginning; 1/1/17


Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

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Posted: 12 Oct 2010 07:27 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

I love how big of liars we all are. We're all attention wh*res and we know it. We love it when someone tells us we're pretty, we love it when someone gives us sympathy and oh God, we f*cking love it when someone kisses up to us. It's disgusting. I'll see someone who looks like a WHALE, and I see people kissing up to them like it's nothing. We all know we don't think that person is attractive. We're just lying to them to make them feel better. Why do we do this? It's so stupid.
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Posted: 12 Oct 2010 09:28 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

I always say I'm over you, but that's bit of me that won't let you go. I just can't. You're too important to me. < / 3

-Morgan.
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Posted: 12 Oct 2010 10:32 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

I truly believe that Sage is going to die of a brain aneurysm. His uncle, and aunt and someone else in his family already have. Its in his genes. He's been getting migraines for like 2 years and when he went to the doctor they said that he needed to come back for more tests and see a specialist. But he won't. He didn't. And now, he can't remember ANYTHING. He doesn't even remember things that were really important to him anymore. I know he'll forget me soon.

We don't talk anymore diary.

This is why I gave up on true love. Because everytime people are like madly in love, (And I don't mean just puppy love, or love where people care but they stay together just because its convenient and they feel safe.) something bad happens. Someone always dies. Or something equally bad just happens. EVERY TIME. I don't believe in love anymore. And thats why I won't talk to him. Thats why I push him away.


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Posted: 13 Oct 2010 04:26 AM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear diary,

I used to hate being bored and having such an uneventful life, but after all that drama, I live for the boring dull days where nothing new happens. I like the changes that have happened, but I love that my life no longer needs a gossip column just to remember what's happening from minute to minute.

-Sasha.
Kirk K & Sasha J
The beginning; 1/1/17


Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

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Posted: 13 Oct 2010 07:21 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear dairy,

Can i just shut off my feelings for a while?
Please?

-autumn
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Posted: 13 Oct 2010 08:19 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

Today in gym class, I finally got a bullseye in archery. It's only been three classes, but I've finally done it. Plus, I managed to have the string fling against my arm twice in a row too. All in the same round.
That takes serious skill. Maybe you'll be proud of me, because everybody else made it seem like a bother to be told.

Kristina.

I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things.
I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that
we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun
will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.
John Green, The Fault in Our Stars.

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Posted: 13 Oct 2010 10:17 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

Why'd she even come back after four days of not being in class?Does she really think she can catch up when she missed three mid-terms. I don't think she even cares, it's just one more thing she does to piss me off. And Angie being rude when all i really asked was did Caitlynne ever come back, was immature since it was only a question, a yes or no one at that.

They all just need to grow up and stop acting like their five.

-Sasha.
Kirk K & Sasha J
The beginning; 1/1/17


Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

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Posted: 13 Oct 2010 11:39 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear Diary,

I want to text him and tell him I'm sorry for all the times I've blamed him, and for all the times I've been upset and taken it out on him. But idk what to do. I know he's gonna forget me soon. He doesn't even remember anything. I don't know. This is so unfair. I effing hate love. Its a load of sh*t if you ask me. F*cking stupid. Idk what to do anymore even. Why does he have to be like this? I've done a ton of research diary. Some places say that migraines and memory loss is a symptom of an unruptured aneurysm. Some say that memory loss in young adults is amnesia caused from many things including stress, alcoholism, and drug use. All of which he's done. Not anymore, but its not like that matters. Amnesia doesn't care when you did it.

I just want him to remember that he was my best friend and I love him. I don't want him to remember that I was mad and that I said mean things sometimes. I knew I would regret it.

Life isn't fair diary.


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Posted: 14 Oct 2010 07:30 PM         Subject: RE: Dear Diary, 2
Dear diary,

I miss the fun times we had as friends. I miss the random two a.m. conversations. But I don't miss the yelling, the fighting, the name calling. The hatred of our supposed friendship got worse and worse until I couldn't take it anymore, and she seems to think she did no wrong that it was all me. No, I'm not saying that I never said stuff that I shouldn't have, but she isn't totally in the right either. She called me more names than I care to remember, even when she wasn't mad at me. I wish it would all just end.

-Sasha.
Kirk K & Sasha J
The beginning; 1/1/17


Baby K. coming Spring 2018 (:

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy-tale.

R.I.P Baby Brother
Timothy Gibson
12/18/1991 - 10/26/2016
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