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November 25, 2008 at 9:19pm
Mood: sleepy
Music: "The End" - the Doors
Subject: Life.
So here's my journal entry for the day. The soccer game I was looking forward to was postponed until tomorrow, so I probably won't be able to go because I'm going home tomorrow night. I ate one meal today, just like yesterday. I don't feel like myself.
I don't know how I'm going to survive Christmas break. I mean, I love my family, but this is only the fourth day I've gone without seeing my best guy friend/ex-boyfriend (and I don't mean consecutively) since I met him, and already I feel like something is missing. I think for Christmas I will ask my mom to get unlimited texting for our cell phone plan, because I know she won't let me spend my entire break on Facebook chat or AIM. And then what am I going to do come summertime? I think I might have to get my driver's license and a car for next summer: I want to actually have some fun instead of sitting around bored all summer like I usually do. Let's hope gas prices stay low.
I don't know why I can't live in the present moment. I constantly worry about the future.
You know what can cheer me up no matter what? MUSICALS. I was on the phone with my mom telling her how depresssed I've felt lately, and a song from Sweeney Todd came on, and all of a sudden, I felt so much better. And now I'm cracking up listening to Avenue Q.
This journal entry was so random. Bye!
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November 16, 2008 at 9:30pm
Mood: mellow
Subject: oh, whatever.
I've never done a journal entry on Bzoink before. I'm starting to like this site a lot. The people on here are very interesting and nice. The forums are so fun, and I haven't been ignored, flamed or made fun of, which is rare for me both online and in real life. I really like the surveys on here too, even though you kind of have to wade through the "name/age/dob" ones to get to the really deep, super-random, or amusing ones. I would rather take surveys than make them but either way it's a good time, and I love playing games on the forums: Have You Ever is my favorite. I'd really like to have more friends here. I think I shall add some now.
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