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i hate myself. so why would you care? but i love my friends to death, those still alive though. I'm a very depressive person and I can't help it, many people I loved I've lost to suicide or murders and life isn't fair at all. I'm borderline and bipolar. I used to belive in being all straight edge, but when my best friend committed suicide it left me to drugs and alcohol and not because of peer pressure. My self harming is my own business I don't care what you say. I am usually constantly wearing hoodies or something to cover my ugly arms. because they are full of scars, cuts and dried blood. but yet i make at the VERY VERY least of 3 cuts a day and then run them under hot water to make it bleed more. my cuts are usually deep so that it's painful. and i hate these stupid counsellings i have to go to because of my parents. why won't they leave me alone? You probably think, oh poor thing her parents don't care about her... your wrong. they care TOO much and i hate it!

Goals:
i have no goals in life, but to get away from it all

Wants:
everything i can't have

Favorites:
color: black, bands: MCR, Hawthorne Heights, Coheed and Cambria, HIM, Silverstein, Aiden, and Blink 182, food: pizza and junk foods

Username:gthicnghtmare (user #158072)
Interests:(28) alcohol, being alone, black eyeliner, blood, broken hearts, crying, cutting, dark thoughts, darkness, death, depression, dying, emo music, emotions, hurting myself, knives, music, puking, purposely fainting, rain, razors, sharp objects, sporks, suffering, suicidal thoughts, suicide, tears, thunderstorms
Logins:2
Last Login:Monday, April 24, 2006
Created:2006-03-11 14:04:47
Status:Single
Preference:Straight
I smoke:Sometimes
I drink:Sometimes
Ethnicity:White or Caucasian
Body Type:Athletic
Children:Unsure
Education:No Answer
Religion:No Answer
Wouldn't Mind:Friendships
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