January 7, 2009 at 10:25am
Mood: calm
Music: how to save a life - the fray
Subject: monsters monsterssss

Wow im realli not a good friend--lyke at all <_< ugh, whats wrong with meeeee----and im not a good girlfriend either. theres still many months to go b4 i see jerry again. i knoe i can make it thru because i have my very close,very loving friends that keep a smile on my face =]. hopefully their around more as spring draws closer and closerrr---. i miss my friends so much, i hate not seeing them. it makes me miss them even more and realize that im realli not that great of a friend that i dont put much effort into trying to...keep in constant touch with them. i hope that this long vacation im going on isn't too bad. i expect some good things from it but i knoe its not gona be lyke all fun cause my family fights way too much-over everythingg. ill try to deall--and try to have funn...and try to call my friendss=]] ah--i got realli bad grades on my midterms. i guess thas what i get for doing them so quickly without help. but i seriously put alot of effort into those...i hate cold text shit i never get the answers rightt! 69% on english midterm and 47% on economics midterm. lyke, come freakin on cant we do what we've learned instead of cold texttt??!! erg. <_> i hope i pass the classes. I NEED TO. i gotta pass year 12 mannn---serously. yeah. ohkay. im gona pass year 12! YES! yeah =] whoo ^_^ BEARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-chloe<33

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December 23, 2008 at 9:26am
Mood: amused
Music: notyourboyfriend.3OH3
Subject: Christmas Eve Eve!!

WHOOOOOOO december 23rdddd =DD Tomorrow is Christmas Eve ANDDD me and jer's 4 month anniversaryyy =DD this is seriously lyke the longest ive ever been going out with a guy--and with someone that i knew face2face not some online relationship.
i mean my first one ever was sorta on and off--even though i didnt think it was. we stopped in the summer and stuff so yeahhh but he broke off the whole thing--i was thinkin we were gona get married and realistically we were just lyke friends with benefits onlineeeeee, he just broke it off so he could ask this girl out i guess.
the things that break hearts at young ages and scaryou for lifeee <_<. well. now that i found the most perfect guy in the entire worlllddddd =DDDD i still cant believe he lykes me XD *sigh* ^_^ i guess he thinks if mum and dad found out and we told them we lyke just started going out they wouldnt be as mad. but they're gona be mad anyways so why not spill the whole truth???
i CONSTANTLY think about telling them lyke should i tell them now? what about later? what will they say? should i catch them now in they're good mood??? gah idk XD i just cant bring myself to tell them--it would be 100% easier if they just asked one day lyke are u dating jerry?? i mean lyke mum has said 'u shouldnt be on the phone with him everynight your not going out with him and you shouldnt think you are...blahblahblah"
overall i know that when they know it'll be lyke this huuuggeeelooonnggg anngggrryyy fight thing. but then that'll be it. they'll know, they'll hate it but they cant stop it. i knoe they'll probably start up rules lyke you can onli be on the phone with him this long every week or whatever---lyke time my 10 minutes lyke they did when i was little. laammee XD but that cant change till im 18--WHICH IS SOON =D w00t ...god idont want to get older XD jer agrees it'll be weird. ill be 18 and he'll be 19 then ill be 19 and he'll be fuckin 20! good grief XD
i dont imagine getting married anymore, i did when i was 13 but after that first heartbreak deal that everyone goes thru, i never ever think about it and i dont want to. i think about having my own house and hanging my art everywhere. i think about watching hair cutting dvds all day and practicing on my friends. i think about a busier life style thats just...fun all the tyme =] college, job, driving =]] yay ^_^
anywayyyssss, after winter break which ends lyke janurary 5th-ish? we're going on vacation starting on crystals birthday i think so yeah =\ DISNEYLAND IN FLORIDAAAA we're gona be gone 2 weeks i think. ick. my camera so wont last that long. cant charge it away from home either....suckishnesssss. we'll see what happens =] i also want to spend tyme with tyler b4 i leaveeee--i had a weird dream about him last nite XDD teehee =P but yeah and omgsh we're gona stay over the barbers house!!!!! gahhhh XDD
chloe<3 the one and onli! =D

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December 12, 2008 at 1:40pm
Mood: amused
Music: Nearest the Positive<3
Subject: SLEEP!!!

GAHH!!!! Bzoink lyke dyed this morning O_o i just finally got on now haha what happenedd???? it was prolly my retarted computer. yeah. the past more-than-a-few nights seem to be pretty much non-excistant. ive done everything, go to bed earllyyy, write down everything and all my ideas and stuff that i think of b4 i fall asleep. or if i get some in bed i write them down then go back to bed so i dont think about them for hours. but it still takes me 2 hours or more to fall asleep, or just at or b4 12 o clockkk--then it seems i glance up to check the tyme and the clock says 8:30 and it feels lyke 12:30 still!!! lyke onli 3 minutes went by and im late waking up agaaiiinnnn <_ --chloė_contagious<333

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December 9, 2008 at 10:54am
Mood: awake
Music: the birds and the bees - breath carolina
Subject: chocolate flavoried blistex

lalala i swear to god i wont stopp untill ur shakkkkiinngggggg =DDDDD
dad and mum are gone till tomoro!! they were gone yesterday too, i was online alll dayyy till lyke 10pm haha XDDD yeah heh =P online talking to bunch of peopleee lyke olivia andd tylerrr =] i wish i could see tyler more in the winter--and everyone else. its just lyke me myself and i all winter long its horrible <_>. ill try to make the winter go by fast so the summer can be here though =] not even, summer just spring!!! then i can start seeing everyone againn =]]] yay i got to talk to jerry yesterdayyy =] he sed he mite be able to talk for lyke 5 min todayyy maybbeee so yeah =DD
jer knoes tylers lyke my bestestt friendd, cause i guess he was saying oh im ur best friends and then he was lyke well sorta. jerrys my boy; i love him so much =DD
and tylers my bff&e<3333 ^_^
lalalaaa im having fun with.out parents homeeee too bad tyler couldnt come over cause we wouldve had a whole lotta funn =]]] another tyme i guess <33
ah i love this song =]
<3333
chloe¢¾¢¾¢¾

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December 8, 2008 at 5:14pm
Mood: complacent
Music: Dont Trust Me-3oh!3

So Im listening to Dont Trust Me, by 3oh!3. They're my new secret addiction ;] But Im guessing its not so much of a secret anymore. But obviously, they're amazing. But, Im also writing a rather interestingly sarcastic story for one of my best friends, Daniel. And Im getting a little bored of coming up with sexual things to joke around about.

"Sh girl. Shut your lips. Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips..."

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