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October 28, 2009 at 5:54pm
I sit and wonder
if i got lost today and was never found again
who would be sad?
Or if i died today who would come to the hospital and see me in my last moments?
I dont know i just dont know?
:'(
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October 28, 2009 at 5:54pm
Mood: blank
i hate that i cant trust you
i hate feeling so alone
i hate that you and me, bestfriends...
is lost, forgotton, gone
i miss it when it was just us
and you really didnt care
about boys, popularity or anyone
we were together everywhere
nothing could tear us apart
no ifs, no hows, no ways
you were always there for me
every single day
i miss when i was all you had
the only one you'd trust
now i feel lost and broken
like you tell me because you must
between us is now empty
do you even care
how i feel or what i say
because discussions very rare
of anything important
any words to prove
that you still love me
that youre back for good
anyone you talk to
anyone you love
makes me very jealous
im sorry but it does
i wish i could believe you
when you say your still my friend
but when you left you took my trust
you dont know how hard it is
to get it back again
i miss you very much
i hope you still can see
its just right now it feels like to you
im lost, forgotten, gone
when youre with her i get so upset
because to me youre the best
i just wish things could go back
to you and me
forever
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October 28, 2009 at 5:51pm
OH NO!
I wish this feeling would just go!
Why does this have to be?
What is it that I see?
The feelings are more good than bad,
But still, thinking about it makes me sad.
Help me decide,
So my feelings won't collide.
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October 28, 2009 at 5:49pm
i close my eyes when i get too sad
i think thoughts that i know are bad
close my e y e s and i count to ten
and hope its over when i open them
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October 28, 2009 at 5:44pm
Mood: blah
Your my best friend. And because you my best friend, i have a right to hate that bitch that tries to steal you away with her stupid chesear-cat smile!
but that's not what hurts...it's that
your letting her steal you.
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