I CAN ONLY BE ME.

Self Overview:
*MY name is nikki.

*im 21 yrs. old

*im deaf. thats the best way to explain how bad my hearing is. im deaf in my left ear. and 80% deaf in my right ear. i wear a hearing aid. in order for me to hear you i have to see your face. i cant hear when there is alot of people. and i cant hear when a group of people is talking. i rather talk one on one or on the computer. written words is how i communicate the best, cuz words come out of my mouth before i even think about it and shit so it makes me look stupid or something lol.

* i live in hobart OK. with my 2 very awesome grandma's.

* i love music and my fave. band is hollywood undead. HU4L i listen to alot of different music. although i do hate country. could never listen to that cry in my beer shit.

*i love to read and im really smart,

* i love hanging out with my friends, my friends are very important to me,i have alot of friends that i care about so much.

*im a do gooder,

*a fun seeker.

*i dont do drugs anymore and i drink every now and then. drugs are for losers who dont plan on doing anything with there lives. and thats how i used to live. but i actually want to do something with my life now. i want things for myself. i want to say i earn that car or that computer. i know how it is to struggle and if i ever (By chance) become rich, i never plan on buying a 15,000 jacket, or 300 dollar sneakers. im still gonna be thrifty and shop for the cheapest shit and still go to thrift stores.

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* i dont like drama and i dont deal with it. i keep my mouth shut and i dont talk shit about anyone to anyone.

*some say im gothic but its in my own way. i dont wear black makeup everyday and i dont worship god, gods, or the devil. i dont have a belief.

*i love horror and comedy movies.

*i dont like watching sports but i love playing sports

*i dont care what you think of me. because i already have my family and friends. so whatever you think or say of me. just gets ignored cuz i could care less.

*i love making videos and i love dancing. so it doesnt matter what you think of me cuz im still gonna do what i do, because it makes me happy.

Goals:
saving for a car getting job moving into my own place

Wants:
wow theres alot of wants, car, computer, digital camera, etc

Accomplishments:
in JROTC i won flight of the year award (all 4 years) won DAR award, won a scholarship,

Favorites:
MUSIC ADEMA-The Way You Like It ADEMA-Unstable Adema - Giving In Adema - Immortal Aerosmith - Dream On- Aerosmith- Same Old Song And Dance Aerosmith - Sweet Emotion AFI-Miss Murder AFI-Silver And Cold Christina Aguilera - Beautiful Aiden - Die Romantic The All-American Rejects- Dirty Little Secret The All-American Rejects-Move Along The All-American Rejects-It Ends Tonight A perfect Circle-Passive A Perfect Circle - Pet AQUA-My Oh My AQUA-Roses Are Red AQUA-Happy Boys & Girls The Ataris - Boys Of Summer Atreyu - Honor Atreyu-Creature Atreyu-The crimson Audioslave - Show Me How To Live Audioslave - Like A Stone Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country avenged sevenfold - afterlife baha men- who let the dogs out BLACK EYED PEAS-My Hump The Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get It Started The Black Eyed Peas - Don't Lie Black Eyed- Peace-Where is the love Black Eyed Peas feat. Papa Roach-Anxiety BLIND MELON- NO RAIN BLINK 182-What's My Age Again? BLINK 182-All The Small Things BLINK 182-Feeling This BLINK 182-I Miss You BLINK 182- DOWN BOWLING FOR SOUP-1985 Breaking Benjamin - So Cold Breaking Benjamin-Until the End Breaking Benjamin - Blow Me Away breaking benjamin- Breath Chris Brown - Forever Jordin Sparks feat Chris Brown - No Air BUCKCHERRY- IM SORRY Cartel - Honestly Cartel- Runaway Cher - Believe CHEVELLE-The Red Chevelle - Vitamin R Chevelle - The Clincher CIARA-1, 2 Step Ciara featuring Chamillionaire - Get Up Cold-Crossfade Cold - Stupid Girl D12-my band D12-How Come DAUGHTRY-Feels Like Tonight Lil John & The Eastside Boyz-Get Low Eminem - My Name Is Eminem - The Real Slim Shady Eminem - Just Marshall Mathers Eminem- White America Eminem- Cleanin Out My Closet Eminem- Without Me* Eminem- Sing For The Moment Eminem- Superman Eminem- Hailie's Song Eminem-Like Toy Soldiers Eminem- Just Lose It Eminem- Ass Like That Eminem- Mockingbird Eminem- When I'm Gone Enrique Iglesias- Hero ENRIQUE IGLESIAS - Bailamos Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) Evanescence-Whisper Evanescence- My Immortal Evanescence- Going Under Evanescence- Bring Me To Life Evanescence- Everybody's Fool Fall Out Boy-Grand Theft Autumn Fall Out Boy-Dance, Dance Fall Out Boy-Sugar We're Going Down Fall Out Boy-Our Lawyer Made Us Change Finger Eleven-One Thing Finger Eleven- Paralyzer FORT MINOR-Where'd You Go? Godsmack- I Stand Alone Godsmack - Voodoo Godsmack - Greed Godsmack - Straight Out Of Line Godsmack- Awake Godsmack - Whatever Godsmack - Speak Godsmack - Serenity Godsmack - Keep Away Godsmack - Sick of life Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love Good Charlotte "Girls & Boys" GOOD CHARLOTTE - The River Good Charlotte - Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous Good Charlotte-Predictable Good Charlotte "The Anthem" good charlotte-hold on Good Charlotte - Little Things Good Charlotte - We Belive Good Charlotte - I Just Wanna Live Good Charlotte - Emotionless Good Charlotte - The Chronicles of Life and Death Good Charlotte - Young And Hopeless Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc. Gorillaz - DARE Green Day - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) Green Day - Basket Case Green day boulevard of broken dreams Green Day - American Idiot Green Day Brain Stew Green Day Video (St Jimmy) Green Day Wake Me Up When September Ends Green Day green day-working class hero Gucci Mane - Freaky Gurl Guns n Roses Paradise City Guns N' Roses - Welcome To The Jungle Gwen Stefani - Rich Girl Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For? Gwen Stefani-Hollaback Girl Gwen Stefani - Wind it up No Doubt - Don't Speak No Doubt - Just A Girl No Doubt - Underneath It All NO DOUBT - IT'S MY LIFE No Doubt - Hey Baby No Doubt - Hella Good No doubt - running Gym Class Heroes - Cupid's Chokehold Hannah Montana - I miss you Hawthorne Heights - Niki FM Hawthorne Heights - Pens And Needles Hawthorne Heights - Ohio Is For Lovers Hinder - Better Than Me Hinder - Lips Of An Angel Hinder - Born To Be Wild Hoobastank - The Reason Hoobastank - Crawling In The Dark Jimmy Eat World "Pain" Jimmy Eat World "Sweetness" Jimmy Eat World - Always Be Jimmy Eat World "Work" Jonas Brothers - Burnin' Up Justin Timberlake Featuring Timbaland - SexyBack Justin Timerlake - Rock Your Body Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl Kelly Osbourne ft. Ozzy Osbourne - Changes Ozzy Osbourne - Mama I'm Coming Home Kelly Osbourne - Shut Up Kid Rock - All Summer Long Kid Rock - Cowboy Kid Rock American Bad Ass Kid Rock Feel Like Makin Love Video The Killers - Mr. Brightside Killswitch Engage Fire Burns Killswitch Engage-Life to Lifeless korn - freak on a leash Korn - Thoughtless Korn - Right Now KoRn - Y'All Want A Single Korn - Evolution KoRn - ADIDAS korn falling away from me Korn - Word Up Korn - Got The Life Korn - Did My Time Korn - Coming Undone Korn - Somebody Someone Korn - Shoots and Ladders Korn - Alone I Break Korn Liar Korn - Hold On korn-another brick in the wall Korn- Twisted Transistor Lady Gaga - Just Dance Lady Sovereign - Love Me Or Hate Me Tommy Lee - Good Times Lenny Kravitz-Fly Away Lenny Kravitz"American Woman" Lil Wayne - Lollipop Limp Bizkit - Re-Arranged Limp Bizkit - Boiler Limp Bizkit - Faith Limp Bizkit Break Stuff Limp Bizkit - My Way Limp bizkit - take a look around Limp Bizkit - Nookie Limp Bizkit - Sour Limp Bizkit - behind blue eyes Linkin Park - Numb Linkin Park - Faint Linkin Park In the end Linkin Park- By Myself Linkin Park - What I've Done Linkin Park - Bleed It Out Linkin Park - A place for my head linkin park one step closer Linkin Park- Breaking The Habit Linkin Park-Runaway Linkin Park- Pushing me Away Linkin Park-Papercut Linkin Park-With You Linkin Park-A Place For My Head Linkin Park-Forgotten Linkin Park-Pushing Me Away Linkin Park-Somewhere I Belong Lostprophets - Last Train Home Lostprophets - Wake Up (Make a Move) Ludacris - Stand Up Ludacris - Act a Fool 2 Fast 2 Furious soundtrack ludacris -move bitch Ludacris - Runaway Love Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams Marilyn Manson - The Dope Show Marilyn Manson - rock is dead Marilyn Manson - I Don't Like The Drugs Marilyn Manson-Tainted Love!! Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE Marilyn Manson-The Nobodies Marilyn Manson - Coma White Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit Maroon 5 - This Love Metro Station - Shake It MISSY 'MISDEMEANOR' ELLIOTT Get Ur Freak On Missy Elliott - Work It My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay My Chemical Romance- Wecome To The Black Parade Nappy Roots - Po' Folks New Found Glory - All Downhill From Here NICKELBACK - Gotta Be Somebody nine inch nails - closer nirvana - smells like teen spirit Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box Nirvana-In Bloom savage garden - Truly madly deeply OneRepublic - Apologize OneRepublic - Stop And Stare OutKast - Hey Ya! OutKast - Roses Outkast - Ms. Jackson Panic! at the Disco - "I Write Sins, Not Tragedies" Panic At The Disco - Nine In The Afternoon Papa Roach - Hollywood Whore Papa Roach - Forever Papa Roach - Scars Papa Roach - Last Resort: Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder Paramore - Crush crush crush Paramore thats what you get Beyonce-ft-Sean-Paul-Baby-Boy Sean Paul: We Be Burnin' SEAN PAUL - GIMME THE LIGHT SEAN PAUL-Get Busy SEAN PAU-Temperature P.O.D. Alive P.O.D. - Addicted P.O.D-Youth Of The Nation P.O.D- Sleeping Awake Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry Puddle Of Mudd - Psycho Puddle of Mudd - She Fucking Hates Me Puddle Of Mudd - Drift And Die Puddle Of Mudd - Away From Me Pussycat Dolls - Don't Cha Queen we are the champions Queen-We Will Rock You rage agianst the machine- guerilla radio Rage Against The Machine - Killing In The Name RED - already over Red Hot Chili Peppers "Snow (Hey O)" Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside Red hot chili peppers - Under the bridge Red Hot Chili Peppers - Cant Stop Red Hot Chili Peppers - By The Way Red Hot Chili Peppers Give It Away Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dani California Red Hot Chili Peppers "Scar Tissue" Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee Rise Against- Give It All rise against - swing life away Saliva - Your Disease Saliva Always Saliva - Click Click Boom shinedown save me SHOP BOYZ- party like a rock star Simple Plan: Welcome To My life simple plan perfect Simple Plan - Crazy slipknot duality SLIPKNOT - Psychosocial Snoop Dogg - Drop It Like It's Hot SOULJA BOY- crank that Britney Spears - Womanizer STAIND & fred durst - outside Staind "It's Been A While" Staind - For You Story of the Year-Anthem Of Our Dying Day Story Of The Year - Wake Up Story of the Year - Until The Day I Die Story of the year - take me back Sum 41 - Fat Lip Sum 41 - Pieces Sum 41 - In Too Deep Sum 41 - The Hell Song Switchfoot-Meant To Live Taking Back Sunday - "A Decade Under the Influence" Tenacious D - Beelzeboss Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You Three Days Grace - Home Three Days Grace - Pain Three Days Grace - Just Like You Thrice. Image of the Invisible Thrice - The Artist In The Ambulance Trapt - Headstrong Trapt - Still Frame vitamin C - graduation The White Stripes - My Doorbell The White Stripes - We're Going To Be Friends Ying Yang Twins - Boom! It's On I LOVE TO READ ANYTHING FICTON. my fave. tv shows are degrassi: the next generation house family guy futurama psych monk law and order