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Username: ohmygabrielle
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-iloveyou | March 16, 2010 at 6:34pm
BOYS ;
Ok, so there was a little ditty I forgot to tell you about Rosco. There was this girl that he had sex with a long time ago, and she got pregnant. He wasn't the only potential Dad but.
our conversation ;
Him- We need to talk.
Me- Ok.
Him- I just got back from the hospital. Meesha's baby is mine....
Me- Oh shit.
Him- Yeah... I don't know what I'm going to do....
Me- Are you gonna break up with me?
Me, way later. - Answer me. Are you gonna dump me?
Him- I don't know what Imma do.
Me- Ok..
Him- Look I wasn't lien when I said I loved you but now I got a kid and its going to be my life now..
Me- I love you too, I was gonna tell you this weekened.
I don't feel like writing out the rest, ha.
Basically, he confused the crap outta me.
He said he would do anything to stay with me, then he said we both know that I'm not ready for this.
Then he just stopped answering, and I haven't talked to him since thenn.
So yeah. I really do love him though, and I don't understand.
We both knew that this baby was on the way, and that there was a good chance it was his, and he didn't act like it was going to be a big deal. I don't even know what to do with myself. I feel helplessss.
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-iloveyou | March 15, 2010 at 7:42pm
Subject: i don't think i'll ever forget you. (:
BOYS ;
It will soon be a month with me and Rosco.
Which is CRAZY, the last time I dated someone for more than a couple weeks was Kaleb Andy, and I thought about dumping him every single day. I loved that kid, but it was only as a friend. I still love him, he's the sweetest kid ever. But yeah. So that month took foreverrrr and two days, but this month has flown by. and I'm scared, because Rosco is still saying he loves me, and I think I love him too. But I'm scared, that when I say it, I'll get hurt. That's happened 9736734963857386 times before, so.
DRAMA ;
Still not talking to Samm. I know it was kind of a stuupid thing to get mad over because a lot of people who mean a tonnn to me smoke week, but she LIED about it. Who does that.
And really, I have had enough of Samm's crap.
EXAMPLE ;
Ok, last week was a bad week for me. Because I have this problem with acting like I don't care about people, when they really mean the world to me. So I refuse to start conversations with Rosco. I don't wanna seem obsessive. So when he didn't text me at all for two days, I was stuck.
Samm kept telling me he was definitely not going to break up with me blah blah blah.
And he finally started talking to me and he said he missed me.
And i said you don't act like it and he said
"I know baby and I'm sorry but I really do miss you."
etccc.
And I told Samm and she was like "So you're really gonna believe that?"
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
She was the one CONVINCING me not to dump him,
and now she is questioning me.
I was like ohmygravy.
And not only that,
but she has this habit of talking crap about me.
EXAMPLE ;
Last summer, she liked Derek.
I did not know this.
I dated Derek.
She said to Maddie, "I don't know why guys even like Brooke, I don't think she's that pretty."
Which was when we were still friends, so I can't even imagine what she said when we weren't.
I love Maddie, because when Samm said that, She said, "if i was a guy, I'd fuck brooke" (:
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-iloveyou | March 14, 2010 at 1:07pm
BOYS ;
3 weeks with Rosco. (:
DRAMA ;
Um Friday night, Samm told me she was talking to Nic about this girl that Rosco had messages from in his phone. She was really getting high with him. And then she tried to take me and Maddie's money and leave. And on top of that, she tried to tell us she wasn't high. You could tell she was high from a mile away.
BOYS/DRAMA ;
THEN, she started telling Rosco about it and he said that I was acting like a little kid.
I said, "You don't know half of the shit Samm puts me through, ok? And if you are so close with her then you can just date her."
And he said somethin bout no, he don't wanna lose me.
So I said, Then stay outta me and Samm's shit.
And he did.
I was like really? If she messes it up with me and him I will never ever talk to her again.
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-iloveyou | March 7, 2010 at 5:11pm
BOYS ;
2 weeks with Rosco (:
Ha he is still insisting he loves me.
He said a ton of sweet stuff.
I don't know what to do,
ha.
I'm pretty happpy.
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-iloveyou | March 4, 2010 at 6:46pm
BOYS ;
Still dating him (:
Um my surprise, *drumroll, please*
was he told me he loved me.
-I did not say it back.
I said, "Liar."
Ha, I'm sooo nice. But I seriously don't believe him. I mean we had been dating for one week when he told me this. I still don't believe him.
BOYS/DRAMA ;
This week has been very emotional for me,
blah. I have basically been convinced that he is going to dump me every single night this week. And tonight, Samm thought he was going to because he deleted me off myspace. And then she asked him if he did and he said "I didn't....yet." But he supposedly meant to ask "I didn't... has she re-added me yet?" I don't know how that happened, and I don't really believe him. But she asked him if he was going to break up with me and he said Hell no.
Soooo yeah.
You know that quote "you can't find happiness without trust"
Completely true.
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