September 29, 2009 at 10:39am
Mood: calm
Music: Jordin Sparks - Battlefield
Subject: another udate xoxo

so its time for another update...
Things on my side of the world are good.
You all know ive moved house to be beachfront and i have the boy!
Its been almost two months now :) and going well.
Its hard with him living a bit of a distance but afterall its not that far.
Besides the love life, uhhh...
old friends who are no longer friends anymore causing trouble for me and my new friends.
I keep thinking to myself why the hell they are trying to start on us and i know what it
is JEALOUSY, get over yourselves...

Im glad i have some of the most amazing friends in the world.

Brad - without you i would be nothing, you are the reason i wake up every morning smiling.
You have helped me through some of the toughest times that have came my way. I love you.

Ben and Dan - You kids amaze me literally, everything you do and say no matter what it is
i always smile and laugh and just always put me in a good mood.

Kate - sisters for life (L)

Scotty - i can tell you anything knowing you will keep it a secret.
ive told you secrets that no one else knows and i know i can trust you.
Weve told eachother things we havent told anyone else.
Youre a best friend to me and you mean the world, youre amazing.

Matthius - YOU ARE AMAZING... i cant believe i lost contact with you for so long.
Im glad we are back in contact, you deserve the world, because you are simply one of the most amazing human beings alive.

Tyler - My Boy (L)
we have our ups and downs and you know what - we come through it stronger.
I dont think you realise how much i actually care for you and how much being in your arms means to me.
Last week could have changed our lives, but it didnt and it makes me wonder and i know i want this.


(L)
xoxoxoxo

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September 23, 2009 at 5:38pm
Mood: artistic
Music: Chris Clouse
Subject: WHAHBAM!!...immma slacker.

sorry i havent been on much (well practically at all) lately. Between college and work i am pretty busy all the time... :( , i miss you all terribly...im trying to be on more..but i never get past all the surveys.

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September 4, 2009 at 1:07pm
Mood: busy
Music: kate miller heidke
Subject: WOW, its been a while...

hey friends and fellow bzoinkers!
sorry i havent been on a lot like i usually have been previously.
i started a new job and im working a lot, i also have tafe (study) and i have my old job as a second job too, as well as moving house again, spending time with the family due to my parents divorce, and the boyfriend.
things have been really busy and i want you to know that im trying my best to come on as much as possible because i love and miss you all and life doesnt seem complete without you guys :) haha,

ily all xoxo

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August 27, 2009 at 7:47am

Stand Up,Speak Out! Strike Back! They Don't Know,What They've Stolen!

Do you have any candles in your room?:
Yes; I have several candles.


Can you light a lighter?:
Of course.


Does your computer have sound?:
No, but my speakers can produce sound, if I desire it.


Did you wear your pajamas all summer?:
No, I did not. I do not have a specific set of clothing designated as pajamas, either.


Do you read those retarded teen magazines?:
While I am in waiting rooms, when there are few other interesting options.


Are you proud of who you are?:
In general, yes. There are some aspects of myself that need changing/improving, though.


Name two of your flaws::
1. I procrastinate
2. I assume.


Can you name the full names of your favorite band?:
Like, the names of the members? Yes, I can. For Radiohead, it's Thom Yorke, Collin Greenwood, Johny Greenwood, Ed O'Brien, & Phil Selway. For kent, it's Joakim Berg, Martin Sköld, Sami Sirviö, & Markus Mustonen.


Have you ever seen Pineapple Express?:
No, I have not.


What's your favorite foreign movie?:
Probably Moon Child.


Do you wear fake glasses?:
No, I do not. I wear non-prescription sunglasses, though.


Do you have a big foot?:
Not particularly.


Do you like drink mixes better than soda?:
What would be considered a "drink mix", exactly?


Do you have a cellphone? Why?:
Yes; so that I can contact members of my family - we do not utilize a landline.


Ever gotten it taken away? Why?:
No. There has never been a reason for anyone to take it from me; I know when it is and is not appropriate to use one, unlike some people. Seriously, I think it's pathetic how some want sympathy when a teacher takes their phone away. *eyeroll*


Do you chew on pen caps?:
No.


Can you drink someting WITHOUT a straw?:
I usually do, actually.


What's the most painful thing you have encountered?:
Well, when my stomach encountered an entire bottle of sleeping pills, everything inside of me felt like it was on fire ... until I puked and crapped it all out.


Have you ever written something in marker on your knuckles?:
"THIS"


Do you have fair skin?:
Yes.


Have you ever been beaten with a bat/guitar?:
Bat.


Have you ever named a tree?:
No.


Do you think apples feel pain when you bite into it?:
*Shrug* They'd probably experience some form of trauma if you bit into it while it was still attached to the tree.


Do you have braces? What color are they?:
No.


When's the last time you took a relaxing bath in the dark with candles?:
Never.


Do you tend to overeat or undereat?:
Undereat, which is why I have a hard time keeping my weight at 9o lbs.


What's your favorite flavor of ice cream?:
I don't like it.


Do you eat at the mall?:
Sometimes, at China Pantry or the new Japanese restaurant ( I forget it's name ).


Ever been on a rollercoaster?:
Yes.


Can you break a hickory stick?:
I've never tried.


Look behind you.:
Okay.


What do you see?:
My left nightstand, books, manga, a wall, a couple of pictures, my cat Lucky, some spare change, clothing, &etc.


Can you cook well?:
Somewhat, when provided with directions.


Is a birthday cake incomplete without candles?:
Certainly!


Do you have a mop in your house? What kind is it?:
Yes, though I don't know what kind.


List your chores::
Cleaning the entire house, essentially, aside from my father's office, the master bedroom, and the spare room.


Are you a nail-biter?:
No.


What do you think when you see headless fish packaged tightly in plastic?:
Yum? ( Well, after they are cooked and prepared, that is! )


What's the stupidest thing you have ever cried over?:
Something that didn't even happen, probably. Or worrying about stuff that probably wasn't even going to happen.


Do you own anything Japanese?:
Yes, I do.


Is your family confrontational?:
Not really. Except for my brother.


Eh,my Englsih sucks,and I'm American! WAAHAHAHA!!:
I don't think your English sucks.


Bill Kaulitz weighs 115 pounds...Do you feel fat now?:
Nope. I weigh 9o lbs. I'm still 25 lbs lighter than Mr. Kaulitz. Although, I do luff him. :D Haha. He's adorable; I could pinch his German cheeks.


Do you currently have a temporary tattoo?:
No; I have three permanent ones.


Has anyone said that you are creepy looking?:
Yes! I don't take offense to that, though.


Have you ever made homemade pumpkin pie?:
Yes.


What are you going to be for Halloween?:
Nothing.


Do you wear glasses/contacts?:
When I feel like it. I really should wear my glasses, but I don't ...


Ever been on a boat?:
A ferry.


Are any of your limbs broken?:
No.


What were your grades like last year?:
A's / B's.


Would you die for someone?:
I don't know. I'd have to decide while actually IN the situation.


Have you ever punched an inanimate object?:
Yes.


Do you like to pain?:
Eh.


Ever jumped down a flight of stairs with your hands in your pockets?:
Yes.


What's your name?:
"Ego."


Do people spell it wrong a lot?:
No.


Have you ever corrected an elderly teacher?:
No.


Are you a good kisser?:
So I am told.


Skittles or Starburst?:
Starbursts. Next to Swedish Fish, they are my favorite.



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August 23, 2009 at 3:47pm

Questions you never think of

Something you might bring with you on a flight?: A book or a magazine, since I do not know what their stance is on electronic devices, like mp3 players - I haven't been on a flight since I was a little kid.


Something you eat alot of in the summer.: Fast food, typically.


Something a dog does that can annoy you.: Attempt to jump up on me while I am eating.


Something you never want to hear your spouse say to you.: "I think I made a mistake by marrying you."


Age you might be(were) when you expiernece(d) your first love.: I was around twelve/thirteen years of age, though it was a very innocent, childlike love. :D It was actually quite like I imagined my first love might be.


Something that is better than sex according to you.: Music. I can live without sex ( I think ... ); I cannot live without music ( happily ).


A show you might watch to cheer yourself up.: King of the Hill.


A sport you would want to play professionally.: I would not.


A movie you wish your life was like.: There isn't one, honestly.


Something you wish was free in life.: Food. Clothing. Music.


Somewhere a person can kiss you that will make you melt.: My forehead, or on the tip of my nose, if it's a "cute" melting. If one wants to melt me in a sexual way, the neck, the earlobe, and the lower part of my back will do the trick.


something you always run out of.: Weed.


Something you do rain,sleet or snow, no matter the weather.: Fill out surveys. Go to school. Drive. Eat. Think. Daydream. Read. Organize. Complain. Drink coffee. Formulate plans. Etc.


A food you can't resist no matter how full you are.: French fries and potato chips.


your perfect date.: Any reasonable outing with Nick, pretty much.


Something you'd love to be paid to do all day.: Sing. Write. Rant. Talk about the pointless details of things only important to me. Etc.


what you would choose as your first meal after a weeks' fasting.: Italian Shell Casserole with cheesy garlic bread and green beans.


Choose a workout you'd do everyday if you were made to.: I normally do push-ups on a daily basis, if that counts.


Place you would love to go on your honeymoon.: Sweden, even though it does sound like an odd place to take a honeymoon. I just think it would be absolutely wonderful.


Video game you could play everyday.: Rock Band.


Thing you do the minute you have a free day.: :D (smile!)


A show you are obsessed with that people might tease you for.: There is no such show. But there are bands and other things: like Tokio Hotel, &etc.


a magazine you wish you edited.: I don't know about editing, but it would be cool to work for Reader's Digest.


an age you are excited to turn.: There isn't one.


an alcoholic drink you havent tried but would like to.: There isn't one, really. I don't have any real issue with alcohol, aside from the fact that I just don't like how it tastes - so I don't really drink.


Something you wish Obama would do that he has not.: Play DDR in front of all of America, on Heavy mode, in a pink tutu.


A wild animal you wouldn't mind taming and keeping as a pet.: There isn't one.


Trait in an opposite sex(or same if your gay) that you cannot resist.: Intelligence, if it's used in the right way - so it has to be present along with OTHER traits.


a fast food resteraunt you could eat at everyday for the rest of your life.: Taco Bell or Kwan's Kitchen.


Any item over 1000 dollars you would want.(only 1): A house.


Country you'd want to live in if you were kicked out of your own.: Sweden. I think I would just ... fit there.


Something you like to do when its raining hard outside.: Visualize and daydream about the rain, stand on my front porch and watch, sleep to the sound of it, etc.


A book you could read over and over again and never tire of.: Watership Down.


A movie you could watch over and over and never tire of.: N/A.


A flower you like the smell of.: Honeysuckles.


The part of your body that needs the most exercise.: My mouth, lmao. I've been so silent lately - it needs a workout.


Something that you are always running out of.: Patience.


Something you often loose/misplace.: Lighters. Odd memories. Spare change. Time. Etc.


a personality trait you wish you posessed but don't.: Patience.


Your faveorite physical body part.: On myself, or on others? On myself, it's my eyes and my butt. xD


Your faveorite personality trait you posess already.: My creativity and compassion.


Game show you'd like to have the chance to appear on.: N/A.


Reality show you'd like to have the chance to appear on.: Survivor Man. I'd like to go out and survive with Les Stroud, aha.


If you couldn't do your chosen profession, what would be your next choice?: Singer. Although, hopefully I make it in Web Design, because singing professionally isn't exactly the most guaranteed profession.


an animal that scares you or grosses you out.: No animals do that, but spiders give me chills.



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