just call me sofa. ;)

Self Overview:
i'm 19. i work as a photographer for Portrait Me. yes, the ones in Wal-Mart. my amazing boyfriend's name is Gavin. we've been together for 5 years. he's the love of my life, but we are actually both swingers. it's just the way we are. please, don't judge us. anyway, i graduated high school last year, i was an amazing student. i got mostly A's and B's. i don't do drugs, or smoke, or drink. i had a child when i was 16 and gave it up for adoption. yes, it was with Gavin. it was one of the hardest things in my life. i don't like children, but my it made me feel special. to give such a beautiful baby to somebody who couldn't have kids. it felt great. i couldn't keep her. (yes its a girl, her name is Madison. i get pictures of her. she's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.) sometimes i wish i could have kept her, but living with my parents at the time wasn't exactly child-material. my parents were abusive alcoholics and i left them when i was 17. i've been living with Gavin ever since. we love and support each other, and i can't picture my life any other way.

Goals:
-open up my own studio.
-maybe get married to my love.
-maybe have another child, and keep it. i'm still thinking.
-save up enough money to go to college someday.
-buy a nicer apartment. i don't like houses.

Wants:
-to make more money.
-to make more friends.
-to have an awesome life.
-to not let anything, or anybody, make me unhappy.
-to visit my daughter one day.

Accomplishments:
-having a perfect daughter, even if she isn't mine anymore.
-graduating high school.
-keeping Gavin for 5 years. ;)
-getting away from my parents when i had the chance.

Favorites:
too much everything. i'll get back to this later. :T