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Username: xotabsxo
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chelss-2009 | February 25, 2010 at 11:53pm
Music: Live like we're dying.
Subject: Oh yes, here we go.
So things are basically same ol', same ol'. I have been working my butt off this week. It's getting harder to manage working almost 40 hours a week, doing school stuff, and still having time for my friends and my boyfriend. Next week, I should have plenty of time though. They cut my hours at work and I only have like 26. I'm so not happy about this, but whatever. It's like a little break, I guess. So Kourtney's boyfriend was trying to get me to talk to her the other day. The way I see it is, if she really wants to be my friend bad enough, she'll get in touch with me, if not, then whatever. I'm done caring about all that shit. I don't have the time for it in my life. And it's been like 2 months since we talked, so why would I change that now? I'm happier than I've ever been without her. I put up with so much bullshit, and I'm not going back there. Hahah anyways, my boyfriend and I are doing really great<3. He just makes me so happy.
Hmm, well that's all for now :]
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chelss-2009 | February 14, 2010 at 12:25am
Mood: on top of the world.
Music: Hello Seattle - Owl City.
Subject: Oh you know how it goes. Rant rant rant.
Today was one of the greatest days of my life, seriously. I don't think I could be anymore in love with this boy. It'll be ten months on the 17th, and he still makes me feel this way :) He still gives me those butterflies in my stomach that you have when you first start dating. He still sends chills up my spine with a single little touch. There are still sparks when we kiss. I didn't think I could ever feel anything this magical. I know this all sounds like a load of crap, but it's all really true. He bought me roses today, because ya know, that's what guys do on valentine's day. But they're beautiful. Pink roses and pink lillies. That boy has got it bad for me too. He listened to what kind of flowers I said I liked. It really doesn't take much to make me happy most of the time. I know sometimes we fight and argue, but we make up within minutes most of the time. We're both just stubborn and it clashes sometimes. He gave me the sweetest card. I cried, seriously. :) Gosh, but enough about my rant..
Besides the love life, things are going good too. I'm happier than I've ever been. I have the friends that would do anything for me and the other ones just don't matter anymore. I haven't talked to the girl I thought I was going to be friends forever with in over a month now. And when I said 'haven't talked' I literally mean just that. No text, or anything. I seen her today and we didn't even look at each other. We were best friends for like 12 years. But with the way we were, it was bound to happen sooner or later, and I'm glad it was sooner. I'm going to college for business stuff. I started out thinking I should go into business management, but I don't think that'll be happening now. Maybe something in just regular business. I still have the same job. I will have been there for 2 years next month. Blah blah blah. It feels like 10. I hate that place most of the time, but hey, it's money and I need that. But I think I'm gonna shut up now. Goodbyeeee (:
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chelss-2009 | February 2, 2010 at 3:15pm
Mood: happyhappyhappy.
Subject: boredom?
i think i might start posting in here sometimes. just because i'm a bored person and it might take some of that away :] today has been pretty chill. i've sat around all day. i was hoping i would get to see him, but the weather's all icky. the roads are all icy and everything. i hate when the snow/ice cancels my plans. i love how she tried to make me jealous yesterday. so not working is all i can say :] i hope he goes to break soon, i wanna hear his voice. i love that boy so damn much. well, i think that's all i have to say.
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xloserxkiwixx | January 2, 2010 at 10:38pm
stop me from doing something stupid.
please.
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